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I just got to watch my cousin be born … almost a hour ago. I love her and I havent even seen her face, her names chloe… (: goodnes I will be in her life everyday forever..

Well excuse me.. I had a bannana at 9.. and i didnt come back for 2 and a half hours, just because ur not eating doesnt mean im not gonna eat too.

Shes leaving to oregon on the 20th.. and im moving on the 28th canttt waiitt!

I stayed the same weight (: so lost 2 2 days in a row then 1 and then nothing (: feels good to keep my weight stable (:.

I feel like. I haven’t atten in a month, I’m not hungry but my head hurts and I’m shaky.. and I need to eat, but I don’t want what my gma made nothing sounds good but carrots ? I can’t eat 1600cal of carrots?! Help?!

400 to 550 how the effin hell am I sopose to eat 1400 more calroeis, and we walked 3 hours…. ohmygod…

Now that im starting to eat normal, and not binge.. My life has been 100x better.. affter u get through thoses rough.. … 6 months of trying to recover
( on and off ) you relizes.. hey you know what.. this is possible and im doing it! :)

i may have gained 25 pounds…

I may have gained a size in jeans..

But im happyer and im learning to do it the healthy way..

im PROUD of myself :3

But when the dude i tryed to date logs on facebook, i just wanna throw my computer… How can people be soo…. UGH!

i just dont understand it…

And it makes me miss e…

I figured out, i major loose weight when i cut back on sugar.. i bet i could probley loose like… 20 pounds this year, just not eating sugar :// but its hard! Well, ima start trying again tomrrow..

ALSO! i need to right my essay:///

Fuck.

 - We will be talking about kids.

 - Married, almost done with are bachlors.

- Working.

- In our own place.

- Sleeping together.

Loveing each other more and more <3